For Starters:
Full name and any nicknames or titles: Tyler Billow
Nickname?: Dusk
Birthday/Age: March 23 1994 | 20
Species: Human?
Gender: Male
Sex: Penis
Height: 5'6 - 5'7?
Weight: Chubby....working on it OTL
---1) What is your favorite season?
Fall
2) What is your favorite color?Sea Green
3) Favorite type of music?Mostly rock- but i like a lot of things
4) Favorite food?I dunno
5) What type of shoes do you like wearing most?Sneakers
6) Favorite animal (for this please use Earth animals)?Ows. Avian version of cats.
7) Chunky or smooth peanut-butter, or are you allergic?:Ahhhhh both
8) White or wheat bread?Breaaaad
9) Have a lucky number?uhhh 3 i think
10) Jeans, skirt, pants, pajamas, or shorts?:Jeeaaannnsssssssssss and pants. AND ZOMBIE PJS
AIGHT LET'S LEARN A 'LIL MORE ABOUT YA:
11) Can you sing like an angel or is it like running nails down a chalk-board?:Uh. Depends on the song i guess
12) Do you sing along to your music around people? What about dancing to your music… in public?:Oh hell no
13) Play any musical instruments, how well?:
Uh no- but im trying for learning the guitar.
14) If you were taken to a karaoke bar what's the first song you'd pick (you have to sing, no choice)?:AH FUCK uh i don't know because im....only good at some things...
15) Any good at sports? Got any sport you're amazing at?:Fooooottballllll (not the American kind)
16) Even if you didn't go to school, what would have been your best subject? Your worst subject?:Best: Uhhh Art, History, anddddd English
Worst: Math.
17) Hey, do you have a lot of friends or just a few, do you even HAVE friends?:Yeah i got some freinds!
18) Got a best friend?:Apparently not
19) So what is your ideal job (legal or otherwise)?:I just want to be an artist brah
20) Alright, so let's say you get a day off from the dream job, what do you do on your day off?:Video games, definitely
Health Section:
21) Do you smoke; do you drink, heavily on either one?:Ive drank before, dont mind it. Part of me lately has considered smoking but I don't really feel like spending money on a habit i cant afford, and Id rather it be a vape.
22) Would you say you eat healthy?:Lol no
23) What about your eyes? Are you blind in one of them?:I have pretty bad eye sight so i wear glasses
24) Can you hear or do you need assistance in that?:I can hear pretty well- used to be different until I had surgery- I dont really remember much about it though...i was really young.
25) Is your body in good shape? Do you work out?:It could be in a lot better shape OTL
26) Are you missing any limbs?:thank god no
27) Were you born with any health problems: asthma, high blood pressure, cancer, etc.?:Uh dont think so?
28) Have you gained any health problems in your life: breast cancer, diabetes, arthritis, burns?:Not sure- dont think so
29) Is there something that is different about you mentally: split-personality, ADD, hallucinations, etc.?:Uh, clinical depression - past that I dont think so
30) Is your body covered in scars?:I have a few scars but i wouldnt say /covered/
Love life stuff
31) First off, do you have a preference?:Iono, depends. I'm pansexual so whoever is attractive to me is attractive. However, if i went with gender i would choose male.
32) So, do you like anyone in particular? Do they like you back?:Yeah.
33) Are you a virgin? Was it lost willingly?:Yeah. No.
34) So if you were married, would you want kids?:I dont want to be married. Ever. As far as kids go- I'll just steal all of my married friend's kids.
35) List ALL of your secret kinks (feet, bondage, blood, wrists, fish-net, BDSM, cat-ears, school girls/boys, etc.):Uh, I won't list them here. We'll just say major sadomasochism.
36) Do you like to cuddle?:I don't know...I guess sometimes when I really trust someone.
37) If you got to choose who you lost/lose your virginity too, who would it be?:I dont know
38) Who was your first kiss?:I dont remember- but it wasnt special.
39) Where, to you, would be a kinky place to have sex? And a romantic place?:Kinky: I havent thought about it
Romantic: Havent thought about this either
40) How much do/would you actually LIKE having sex?:Don't really recall. Its just a thing to relieve stress. It has no sentimental value.
Feeling a bit uncomfortable? Well we're going into your family now. If you have children we're going to focus on your own childhood.
41) How many are in your family?:Don't really know?
42) How many members of your family are still alive?
I dunno...quite a few? I mean they're all getting old though. 43) What's the relationship you have/had with your family?:I'm the fuck up kid thats never actually done anything wrong? But I guess they think i have some wicked secret life or something?
44) Do you think your parents would/are proud of you and the way you are now?:LOL NO
45) Since a lot of people consider pets as part of the family, did/do you have any?:I have an adorable kitty who's my only real friend in life. I love her with all my heart.
46) What's a pleasant memory you have of your family?:I can't really think of one other than on my dads side at thanksgiving. Probably the best part was the food!
47) What's a bad memory?:Man, I dont wanna get into it
48) Where did you live when you were growing up?:Nampa/Boise Idaho- Divorced parents yo
49) Ever try to run away/get kicked out?:I never actually tried to run away. However, ive been threatened to be kicked out multiple times but apparently they keep changing their mind Dx I dont know anymore
50) Did you have your own room when you were growing up?:Yeah- only child wooo. Even when I had step brothers we all got our own room so it was hella nice.
Right, so we're going to get a bit dirty now, just a little bit though.
51) List seven bad-habits (you're welcome to list more than seven).: I sometimes just dont remember things....its like i never did it at all or didnt exist. And its not on purpose...
I'm too nice to people
I'm overly critical of myself and constantly feel like ive done something wrong when I havent
When I'm mad, it doesnt matter who you are to me if you've pissed me off. I want you tortured and dead in the worst ways possible.
I'm blunt and I hurt a lot of people apparently
I can be insensitive to others needs
I can be incredibly needy for small amounts of time. Once that need is met for a few minutes, I don't care.
If someone comes to me with drama. I literally don't give a fuck but act like i do. *Working on it*
52) What are five major irritations/pet-peeves of yours?: People who are giant fucking hypocrites
Bringing me into drama that isnt mine. I couldn't care less that you insulted Lucy and shes mad at you, and now you're in a personal war. I'm not taking sides.
People who don't understand that I don't intentionally hurt someone on purpose - if you are offended with what I say or do, please tell me I'm not a freakin mind reader Dx
Being ignored because you like someone else more than me in a group and/or taking me places where I'm a third wheel.
People who think i'm innocent or don't know what I'm talking about
People I know underestimating me and my abilities. Just because I act like a dumbass sometimes doesn't mean I really am one.
People acting mature all the time and self entitled or looking at you like you're fucking stupid when you're just playing or trying to have a good time. Im fucking sick of maturity.
53) What would make you get into a fist fight, even if you were a pacifist by nature?:If someone came up and punched me right away, or if I snapped.
54) Would you ever steal for fun?:Nah
55) If offered, would you do hard drugs? Have you already done them?:I admit i've considered, but I never would. I don't want to be caught up in that scene.
56) What is your deepest fear?:Myself
Love
Trusting someone
Needles
57) What is your darkest secret?:Not sure I have one
58) What have you done that you are ashamed of?:I don't really want to talk about it
59) Have you ever caused someone to break down into tears?:Yeah
60) List seven flaws, starting with your biggest (Flaw ex: racist, sexist towards either gender, procrastinator, never on time, self-deprecating, etc). Anxiety
Depression
Uncontrollable Rage
Trust issues
No sense of self worth
Self harm
Indifference
Alright so this part may be a little tough for you. We're going to get deep in the mud with the questions. Now answer truthfully!
61) What would cause you to murder someone? Have you murdered someone?:Just...snapping in general I guess. And no, I haven't.
62) Have you ever contemplated suicide?:Yeah
63) Have you ever been arrested for something more than a misdemeanor?:Never been arrested
64) Would you take pleasure in torturing someone if it was someone you absolutely despised and loathed with every fiber of your being?:Oh yes. Very much so.
65) If you could take revenge on everyone who has ever hurt you, would you?Yeah
66) What action would make you unable to look at yourself in the mirror?I don't know
67) Let's say you found the love of your life. You have a child with them and some unexpected life-threatening event occurs where you have to choose your child or the love of your life, whom do you choose?I don't know. Probably the child, but I'd attempt both more than likely.
68) Could you kill a child for any reason?:I dont think i could
69) Would you sleep with someone to gain more power/a higher position/status?:Yeah, just as long as we use protection.
70) Would you kill someone for power/a higher position/status?Of course
Yeaaah I think a shower is in order, and maybe some comfort food. Alright, let's do something light and nice to make up for the depression I've induced.
71) Anyone you admire? Why do you admire them?:No i dont think so
72) What do you do when you're upset?:Crawl into a dark corner (under the desk, in a closet) and try to contain it. The closeness of being closed off physically is calming.
73) What would be an instant pick-me-up for you if you were having a bad day?:I like good jokes and funny things. Any good news too would be nice.
74) List seven nervous habits (running your hand through you hair, rubbing the inside of your wrist, rubbing the back of you neck, rambling, etc.). Trembling
Speaking really fast
Shifting one leg to another
pulling at my eyelashes
clawing at my skin
curling my toes
ahh i cant think of any more
75) Do you like to sleep on a soft mattress or a stiff one?Medium? too soft is...very uncomfortable. But stiff as a board is really painful
76) Do you/did you sleep with a stuffed animal?:Ahaha...yeah...my newest, favorite bby is my stuffed haunter, Myles.
77) Do you like to sleep in late or even on days off you wake up early?:kinda depends on the day, really
78) Any collections (bottle caps, masks, art, gadgets, etc.)?I collect cards. Yugioh, Pokemon, and Marvel/Capcom cards
79) Any hobbies?:Writing, Art, driving
80) Would you rather play board games, video/computer games or what?:VIDEEOOOO GAMMES
Feel a little better? Not completely? Alright so here's so more light fun questions.
81) Shower or bath?:showerr man. I dont get baths
82) Hot or cold water for the previous question?Comfortably hot pleeaase
83) Favorite kind of dessert (hard candy, chocolate, jelly-beans, cake, pie, etc.)?:uh. probably all kinds of pie? cake just...doesn't do it for me? Or...maybe icecream???
84) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor and what is a flavor that sounds terrible to you?:Uh. Some kind of cookie or recees pieces.
annd bacon and eggs or spinach icecream sounds AWFUL
85) What type of toppings do you put on your ice-cream, do you put any toppings?A WHOLE BUNCH OF GOOD SHIT
86) Driver's seat or passenger?:Drivin, man
87) Any particular place you want to visit (can be ANYWHERE, the moon, Disneyland, anywhere)?:Sweden, UK, Australia, Canada
88) What animal would you want to be (again for ease please use animals on earth)?:Wolf or Eagle
89) Favorite plant (tree, plant, flower your choice)?:I like Pines and Oaks..though if i went flowers...i really like sunflowers
90) Favorite smell (lilacs, cinnamon, fresh laundry, blood, etc.)?Apple cider/cinnamon, axe, food cooking
Feel all better now? Good! Just a few more questions!
91) Go to a play/musical, watch a movie, or read a book?Depends on the mood- probably movie
92) Do you have a religion?:Sorta
93) Do you believe in karma?:Eh
94) If someone was broken down on the side of the road would you stop to help them?:I might
95) What sort of super power would you want to have (you can only have one power)?Thermokinesis
96) A genie is giving you three wishes, what do you wish for (no wishing for more wishes)?: Unlimited money/resources
Better sense of things
The ability to share with others how I fell to explain things i cant explain or have a hard time explaing
97) Where and what's your ideal place to live?:I dunno, comfortably out of America
98) Setting aside whether or not you fight, what is the type of weapon would you use?:Combat knife, and shotgun or rifle
99) The end of existence has been announced, you have a day until it ends, what do you do?:Do all the things I want to do I guess
Last question
100) do you like yourself?Not really